the black lake 3

'Don't worry. Let's talk about it later' he said. when they walked in the castle.

'I'll see you tomorrow' he said softly and gave her a hug. He didn't felt like letting her go but forced himself and looked back for the last time while walking up the stairs to the boys dorms.

i got up in the girls dorms, worriing and scared, but pleased because i had Kay back and he knew exactly how i felt and what i needed.

with one arm putted around Joan I walked and was wandering when was thé time. Meus could say just whatever she want but when the hell you know?

his arm was around me and before i realized i putte my head on his chest, when i noticed what i did i knew it was to late to withdraw and it would only look worse, so i rested my haed on his chest, while he had his arm around me. that all ok, i said to myself...we used to do this all the time...did we?

When she putted her head on my chest I knew. I stopped walking and looked in her eyes. "Joan, I..." I started but I didn't want to come out of my mouth. "Joan I think I'm starting to feel a bit more for you than I used to." I restarted. "I mean more than friendship."

when he stoped walking i first got scared, when he started talking i suddenly felt astonished. "uh..." i looked into his blue, so blue eyes, that clearly were saying "i love you" i began to stamble bit. "wow...that's..."i could see the tension in his face. "...a quincedance!" i smiled finally

"Is it now?" I asked a bit suprised

i smiled, "i've been wondering what it was...guess you gave me te anwer." i said and stepped aside, so thet i now was standing in front of him instead of at his side.

I smiled and pulled her closer to me. I kissed her softly, like I was scared to hurt her.

enjoying his kiss, i kissed him back, fun though, my best friend since birth...

I had no idea what the hell I was doing but it looked good. Never expected her to... love me too. I pulled her close to me and walked her back to the castle.

it felt weird, good, strnge to hell, but relieving as heaven, i walked to the castle with his arm around me.